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Makenzie
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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents FallenAngelZaira16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Dreaminghave you ever...  looked to the stars to find they've disappeared?  handled a flame until your whole heart was seared?  flown under darkness and drown in your own fright  in the darkest depths of the lonely night?   
wake up, wake me up  don't let the nightmare consume... me  wake up, don't wake me up  reality isn't better than the  fear of the known  (it's in my dream)   
could you ever...  let someone you love go just to save yourself?  release all the lies though your heart holds on too well?  give in to breaking to fight again one day  again so you can ba Dreaming
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Darkness is PureRaindrops gliding down my face  tears falling from the sky  what is it there, about your kiss  that makes me feel so high?   
Please don't make me open my eyes  cause one thing I know for sure-  if I were to wake from this dream  there'd be nothing worth living for.   
So leave me alone-  alone with you  I'll find peace in this darkness-  this darkness is pure   
Fire licking our embrace  wind fueling every flare  when you look at me I feel complete  but still, why must you stare?   
Please don't let go of me  cause one thing I know for su Darkness is Pure
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Climbing AloneWhy does the world have to seem so depressing for me?  Why?  I never know who is being nice to me or mocking me,  How can i tell when for so long i thought i knew?  Despite people telling me things will get better,  They never do.  I never feel loved, my heart aches, and i wonder if anyone really cares...   
I yearn for pity and yet i despise it... i feel like such a low person.  Then, i feel guilty for wanting when i have so much more than so many people ot there in the world.  I try so hard to win,  I get my hopes up with the illusion of support,  But then the mountain i've climbed Climbing Alone
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All alone... All lonely...

Thu Sep 6, 2007, 8:44 AM
Anxiety.. anxiety... anxiety... anxiety... anxiety... anxiety... anxiety...

Okay, you get the point. I've had so much ANXIETY for the past couple weeks or so. Two nights ago, I was even having an anxiety attack. I haven't talked to Steve in three weeks, and I've been totally confused about this feeling in my gut that something just isn't right. I'm feeling totally screwed up right now, but I'll keep trying to get on more.

Later,
Makenzie

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  • Current Residence: Maple Valley, Washington
  • Interests: roleplaying, drawing, music, dancing... GETTING COMMENTS!!! ^_^
  • Favourite movie: Step Up
  • Favourite band or musician: too many interests to count...
  • Favourite genre of music: Hip Hop, Pop, Emo, Alternative, Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne McCaffrey
  • Favourite style of art: Manga/Anime
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: Seashells! ^_^
  • Wallpaper of choice: Picture I took of my puppies... ^_^
  • Favourite game: Too many...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo: DS, Computer, N64, Wii
  • Personal Quote: How bold one is when one is sure of being loved. -Sigmund Freud
  • Tools of the Trade: My body... (for dancing)

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*BubbaPanther Feb 8, 2009, 3:50:06 PM
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*BubbaPanther Feb 8, 2009, 11:36:05 AM
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once in heat, female ferrets need to mate or they will die... in my next life, I wish I'm a ferret :XD:

Rena is my home-girl :3
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~Gilokee Apr 28, 2007, 11:31:51 AM
Hiya Mikki! 'Tis Jenna, from psyche. :D

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A bee I am....not.
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~SirAuronPD Jul 5, 2006, 12:53:37 PM
Hey Mikki. Alex here. I saw your link in the guild in the Introductory forum topic on Gaia, and thought I'd check it out. You have some great poetry there, a heck alot better than what I can do. Anyways, I'll be adding you to my devwatch list for the future. By the way, my username here is the same as my username on Gaia.

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I reject your reality and substitute my own
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~FallenAngelZaira Jul 6, 2006, 2:00:07 PM
kinda figured... ^_^

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Who? Who is it that I gave my wings to? Who is it that was meant to hold my heart? :sadangel:
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~FallenAngelZaira Jul 2, 2006, 5:09:20 PM
No one comes to me... if they see me, they ignore me. Otherwise, I'm too depressed to be cared about. What compassion has the world lost to this day? :sadangel:
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~AzureX Jul 6, 2006, 1:11:43 PM
Hmm...Honestly, from one teen to another, I'd say that it's just a phase. Everyone feels like that now and then, but just think. Think about all of your friends, about your family, or even about the people you RP with. We all care! XD Oh right, in case you don't know who this is, it's JragonSeedz from Gaia Online. Feel free to add me if you wish.

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~FallenAngelZaira Jul 6, 2006, 2:01:36 PM
feeling free... and my life is constantly changing... it's probably better than it feels due to my stupid depression, but yea.... love is a hard thing to grasp and my heart is.... nevermind i won't bother all you with my troubles. ^_^

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Who? Who is it that I gave my wings to? Who is it that was meant to hold my heart? :sadangel:
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